I feel...I don't know; mainly a little frustrated I think.  I was going to call Momo today but once again, I let it get away from me.  Sometimes I think I have a problem because here I am 23 years old and I can't even remember to call my own grandmother and see how she's doing.  I think I have lapses in my memory that are clearly uncontrollable.  Dang, I've got to get a hold on this.

Also, this here hurricane is looking like its going to put a damper on things (literally).  I was going to go see Eddie next weekend, but I don't know now.  I pray that this hurricane (Dennis) loses its strenth and just disperses before it causes any extreme danger to folks. 

I'll be back. I need a mental break.

Disturbingly ugly immediately before The End.wav

YOU MAY UNKNOWINGLY BE IN A FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE AND YOUR CORRUPTION IS PREVENTING YOU FROM REALIZING IT!!!! IF YOU FAIL TO UNCORRUPT YOURSELF AND BEGIN IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION YOU MAY NOT GET THAT SECOND CHANCE VIA REINCARNATION OR BE REINCARNATED AS SOMETHING UGLY!!!
If you knew the truth you would have great urgency.
This tactic of "fairness", savoir and good (Christian) god-based hope is fucking you up.
Life is a test. Only those worthy will ascend. Contradictions have been manufactured (1906), suggesting temptation, corrupting people and compelling them to think wrong.
The other planets are exclusive places. They don't bring most people. You have to earn it. Nobody is going to save you. Nobody is going to do it for you. You have to save yourself.
YOU MAY BE IN A FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE AND YOU DON'T REALIZE IT!!!! IF YOU FAIL TO UNCORRUPT YOURSELF AND START IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION YOU MAY NOT GET THAT SECOND CHANCE VIA REINCARNATION.
If you knew the truth you would have great urgency.
You have to earn it.


The Man in the Moon clue:::A constant companion, the "Man in the Moon" clue needs to be viewed as a reminder, for this environment is one in which it is very easy to lose your way, either via temptation or distraction.
Look to the sky. Begin to associate the Moon with the clue they impart with this celestial body. Use it as a reminder to pray, to be god-fearing, for this is a very antient clue and shows their great power.



The Holocaust's clue of defiance escaped you all:::::Everyone condemned the blind obedience of the Nazi soldiers yet repeat this same behavior in your own personal lives, complying with every request they make, even in the case of your precious children.
ONE PURPOSE OF THE HOLOCAUST WAS TO COMMUNICATE THIS CLUE!!!! COMPLIANCE IS A MISTAKE!!!!!
Telepathic requests constitute temptation.


There is a BIG LIE here. Psychology proves it.
Wi_ne proves it. D