Well, I went and put in 8 1/2 volunteer hours today.  It's realllllly important that I finish these hours.  They are a part of a grade.  But I am so close now, I can smell it.  So it looks like I won't be worrying about that soon.  But something I am worrying about is Eddie.  I have no clue what the heck he is up to.  Maybe he's up to nothing, maybe he's up to everything.  I don't know.  And I know I shouldn't be making any hasty decisions, but I don't think I want to go see him now.  I mean it just gets me how I was initially so excited but now I think I'm just going to stay in town.

Now the best thing for me to do is to probably talk with him and see what the deal is.  But what exactly is that going to change??  Because this isn't the first time and this probably won't be the last.  What's the use of me saying "Eddie, what's going on?  Is anything wrong?", when I'll just be repeating the same question a couple of weeks from now??

So the best thing for me to do (and the worst thing for him) is to cut him off altogether.  That would be so mean, I know.  Part of me wants to purposely be mean to him, but the greater part of me truly doesn't really even want to be around him right now. 

Like I told myself before, a woman's intuition about a man is normally right on 97% of the time.  If I have an initial feeling about someone then choose to ignore it, it normally comes back to bite me in the ass later.  It's happened once before already, and it will NOT happen again.

I'm so sorry I have to do this Eddie, but I'm going to have to leave your behind alone.  You will NOT pull the wool over my eye; you will NOT play me for a fool; you will NOT outsmart me; you will NOT take me for to play with.  It's over.  Hasta la vista, buddy !!!!!