Well, I know this may sound crazy, but I kinda sorta did the online dating thing again.  Even after Ebony rolled her eyes at me the last time I met someone. 

I feel a little bit crazy for more than one reason.  One, because here I am again talking with someone that I met via the internet (which by the way didn't happen by me searching through dating profiles with an intention to meet a man...sort of happened by accident or incident), when the last involvement I had via the internet (Eddie) ended up in BS.  And two, because I think this dude is really cool. 

There's nothing wrong with thinking he's a cool person, but I'm in a state of mind now where everyone's sincerity is questionable.  No, he hasn't yet given me reason to question anything he's said or done....nor anything that'd make me go "huh?????"

I will say, that whereas with Eddie, there were a couple of red flags, albeit small, present from the beginning but I didn't give them a third thought (yeah, I gave it a second thought, but since I'm big on giving folks a chance, I let some things fall on blind eyes and deaf ears). 

With internet man, Kasen, its none of the above.  We started talking about 3 weeks ago and its so far so good.  But a tad bit scary.  I mean scary how many similarities we have.  I don't think I've had so much in common or had such good conversations with a man (not even my "the one that got away" ex-boyfriend who I thought would be the only man I'd ever truly connect with).

My gosh, we think a LOT alike about a LOT of things under the sky from the A's to the Z's; we are born 5 days apart from each other; our names begin with the same letter, we each have a younger sibling who have the same first name; we both share the same talents--singing, poetry, analyzing everything outta this world   ; and we went through VERY similar circumstances with our paternal parent.  Its so damn weird....I know these similarities may seem small in comparison to bigger issues, but when I look at the big picture, all I could say about it is WOW!  First time we talked on the phone the convo lasted 3 hours, the second time it was 5 hours, the last 2 or 3 times it has been 6 hours.  We recently had to impose a phone "curfew" so that we can stop running our mouths to each other late into the night and morning, LOL!! This has never happened to me before and I'm totally puzzled as to what to do .

For one, I don't want to tell my friends and family ANYTHING about this, as I feel that they may think I'm crazy or without caution.  And for two, I am scared as hell that this could be simply another man out to get me just for the hell of it.  I don't know.  I'll have to take notes and pay special attention to what goes on. 

So I guess I'll just repeat what I said earlier.......Time will tell all