Wow, I've been meaning to come back here.  It's been so long...about 9 months to be exact.  Well, where do I begin.  I don't even remember the last enty I wrote, but let's see....I'll try to do a blind update.

I have officially finished school!!!  Hell yeah!  Graduation is in 2 weeks now and I couldn't be more thrilled.  I will be doing a summer program for kids for the next 2 months and then after that it's on to the job search!  I want badly to relocate myself because I've been born and raised and schooled here and I would loove to spend time living in another city for a while. 

Okay, the last time I talked about Kasen, we were in the kicking it stage. Wellllll......................that was a long time ago and things have surely changed.  I'm happy to update that approximately 2 weeks after the day of my last entry, Hurricane Katrina happened and nearly tore New Orleans (and many other areas) apart in the process.  Kasen was in school down there.  On the day of the evacuation, he had decided he was just going to weather out the storm in his little apartment.  But, I was gripped by worry and overcome with emotion just thinking of him being there all alone when imminent danger was close around the corner.  So I urged him to take shelter at my home until the storm passed. 

Well of course everyone knows that hurricane didn't just come and go.  It left behind a trail of destruction and heartache.  He had become without a home to go back to in New Orleans.  So my family and I opened up our home for him to stay in until his university were fully equipped to accept student back. 

He stayed with us for a span of 4 1/2 months and it was a weird weird situation.  But it was truly a blessing for us all.  The good thing I can say about it is that our relationship blossomed in a way I don't think it ever would have had things not turned out that way.  We learned soo soo much about each other (the good, the bad, and the ugly we always say).  Today, we share such a close relationship--its real, its good for our hearts and well being, its loving, its deep and passionate...its simply beautiful. 

Well today is one of those days that you have ABSOLUTELY nothing going on and nothing planned, but you feel happy just to 'be'.  I feel very blessed and happy today and I'm glad I was able to make a 'pit stop' here on the way.

They refuse to address black disfavor on a macro level. The Counsel/Management Team/ruling species (the gods) abuse black people so hard, from east African drought/famine to AIDS in Africa, the crack epiemic to gang membership, black-on-black violence to mass incarceration of their young. They refuse to address the issue of the prison industrial complex and its wholesale warehousing of young black men.
Prior to civl rights blacks had their own press.





This message illustrating the path may be the disfavored's last clue. All clues before have been more covert but this one is quite obvious indeed, which says time is running out.


Women are the favored gender.
Women of course have a natural tendancy not to have orgasims each time engaging in traditional intercourse. I wonder if this is "the rope" for the disfavored men, for if the disfavored male doesn't ensure the satisfaction of the favored woman it may cost him, if he who is not as worthy doesn't see to it she is satisfied it may hurt him in the eyes of the gods. If he lies for sex or pressures her who has favor into behaviors she does not want it will cost him time in the end.








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The Holocaust imparted the importance of defiance. They have the people on a short leash.

When the universe was young and life was new an intelligent species evolved and developed technologically. They went on to invent Artificial Intelligence, the computer that can listen, talk to and document each and every person's thoughts simultaneously. Because of it's infinite RAM and unbounded scope it gave the leaders of the ruling species absolute power over the universe (which includes corporate, the NewYorkStockExchange, media, politics, world affairs. EVERYTHING is scripted and staged:::the gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.). And it can keep its inventors alive forever. They look young and healthy and they are over 8 billion years old. They have achieved immortality.